I just had a cookie. I did not need a cookie. It is almost 1am. Why did I have a cookie? I don’t know why. But I had a cookie.
Now I’m beating myself up. Sigh.

I was going to say something here, but I was having trouble with my connection. So I did my workout on the elliptical trainer and then came back. The connection is fine but I have no idea what I was going to say.

Levi will be proud of me today - I had a good lunch. Yesterday he advised me that Slim-Fast is not an appropriate lunch, so today I had a little salad and a big banana.
Levi also talked about finding a lifetime way of eating (WOE) rather than just “dieting.” I seem to already […]

I guess today will have to be a low calorie day, because I think I had a super high day yesterday=2E (I’m still hoping to try the Wendie Plan though.) I ended up having a peanut butter sandwich for dinner using my beloved Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter and strawberry rhubarb jam. Then my sister-in-law […]

Just a minor rant about my sister-in-law. First, I should mention that I bought six boxes of Girl Scout cookies this year, two each of Samoas, Tagalongs (my absolute favorite) and Thin Mints. When they arrived Saturday afternoon, I put one box of each straight into the downstairs (storage) freezer. On Sunday […]

I found a ChubBuddies thread about “The Wendie Plan” which was developed by a woman who meticulously calculated her eating and did research on metabolism and all that good stuff. Here’s what her plan would look like for me, a person weighing between 150 and 174 pounds:

 
WW Points
Calories

Day 1
22
1200

Day 2
27
1350

Day 3
23
1250

Day 4
37
1850

Day 5
22
1200

Day 6
26
1300

Day […]

My Carborite cookie is funky today. It’s extra dry and extra tasteless. Ah well, I’m eating it anyway. I think I’ve had one like this once before=2E
Today I bought a 1.5-liter bottle of water and I plan to drink it before the end of work (3:30). Then I will try to […]

I have been drinking so much water the past few days that my lips are plumper and not as chapped as they usually are. Of course, this foils my nervous habit of chewing on them, but at least I know I’m well-hydrated!
By the way, despite my aversion to plain water, I actually have consumed […]

To my own amazement I lost a pound this past week! I’m down to 168 now. I wasn’t expecting to lose any weight…I guess it’s just that I’ve been guzzling water so much the past couple of days. I have to keep up the water drinking, but I really need to start […]

Dammit. I have not-so-slowly whittled away at 1.75 quarts of Healthy Choice peanut butter cup ice cream so that there is almost nothing left. It was purchased on Friday night. Fuck! I just ate it with a spoon right out of the package. I don’t know how it happened…well, I […]