I write about hating how fat I am and then I go and eat lots of ice cream. Diet ice cream, but still.

Yeah, well, I still suck. I am at 174. I can’t break it. It’s depressing if I think about it, so I try not to.
Today so far I have had:
a 12oz can of Coke Zero
a rather large-sized apple
a big salad from work with lots of veggies and about a tablespoon of sunflower […]